new life??

i'm beginnin to find my leave rather boring, maybe its becos i haven really found anythin to do...but its only 1 freakin month....wat can i do?? i wanna go for bike lessons but i'm not sure how to talk my parents into letting me learn something considered dangerous by them.

so i was thinking, maybe its time i do something i wanted to try all along??...i mean i am still here now with nothing much achieved so what's a little risk going to make???been thinking bout all these for quite a long time now...since i'm so free......time to execute...

and so i got my ears pierced...pretty cool...but i totally forgotten to buy the sticks for my holes when i need to book in to camp...probably shld have found out more about piercing man...cos i heard must leave the studs on for around 2 weeks so that the wound can heal...WTH man...so come sunday i'll be trying to take them out n it will be very 'gao wei' as don describes it...den i'll have a hard time putting in the sticks cos the hole will still be small....AHHHHHH... pain is wat i fear...

i would have bought the sticks before i went home if only they were not sold only in girly shops....i would look like some 'gei-lo' if i step in n start seraching for something...i'm pretty sure the salesgirls will start giggling behind my back and make small bets on my sexuallity...so there i was, screening through far east...homing in on my target but failed terribly...couldnt see any from outside the shops...n for those i went into...they had none..

a perfect senario would be me buying the sticks and asking the person if he/she could help change it on the spot....but hell....'murphy's law'

end of the 'green'

been in the army for like.....2yrs 1 mth already...n frankly i'm gettin very sick of it. why take so long before letting us clear our freaking leave...we are entitled to them arent we? so being commanders, we mus have a different kind of mentality n suck it up...well fortunately we haven exploded...

this whole yr has been rather shitty for me...or maybe extremely full of crap as warned by my mum...she told me last yr i might be pretty unlucky this yr becos i was born in the yr of the 'pig'..so she hung a pair of chinese 'dui lians' if dats wat its called on my bedroom walls...hey i tot those charms can protect me....but shit still happens.....

last yr ended,which i guess was the start of unfortunate events....came the breakup(hell it was shitty during dat time) n went on was our new battalion trainin programme....fark the 'chiong sua' man....use to have long breaks after deployment...but the breaks became shorter n shorter...bad enuff we are feelin miserable n they took away our only form of escape...

so i was suffering...but who noes...go to camp wif a smiley face cos i still had to take care of my men...n den suffer together again....wat have i really gained? i tink nothing....probably except for the fact meeting the men open my eyes to the different kind of ppl in our society....i dun hav to do ATEC, my deployment is getting easier but longer... n i do half-fark 'chiong sua'...

i dunnno wats goin in the battalion but they sure dun give a damn about their guys....the whole yr i've jus been lookin forward to my ORD......can only mean its a shitty life inside...
hopefully life after the army is better.....as many would testify